Letting go, Just Purge

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Over and Over there is a need to clean .........

A need to let go of the negatives.........

A need to get rid of the heavy weights that pull one down ....

A need to unfriend many from your list....

A need to have a smaller circle.....

Purge today..

Reading you

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A woman eyes reveals her soul

In your eyes I have seen so much

In your eyes I have understood you

In your eyes I have neglected the truth you have told

In your eyes you have told me you

Challenged

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Confused, overwhelmed. Emotions that make no sense. Sometimes there are no words.

Quiet

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I have heard you in the dark, in the light
My silence never meant I didn't understand, I understood all to well but I waited
Time has left me,,
I am standing to find my way

Naked

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Like the leaves you can see my external creases and the broken blemishes. The details are so remarkable. 

Women In Combat

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What do you see?

Do you see strength? Do you see bravery? Do you see loyalty? Do you see duty?

What do you see?

Beautiful Noise

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What makes the noises in my head so beautiful and yet so depressing at times? Or is it just me living so sadly.. perhaps it is me gasping at the light. Yes, its me

For a season I am nostalgic for the sounds of nature and of beauty, at other times it annoys me. I am relaxed by my surrounding and I am grateful to still be here. I want so much to capsule these moments and return to them at each mental break of sadness.

Hidden

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Sometimes I just can't. Its just to tearing to think. Why do I feel this way? Why do these moments find me? The window of a smile is so close and yet so far.

Independence and Seeing through the BS

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In my youth I wanted so much to be an adult. Now as an adult I wonder why was I in such a hurry to grow up. Looking back I wanted more independence. Not that I didn't have enough, I just wanted more. 

With adulthood so many years past I look back with few regrets. My independence has been a gift and a curse, both welcomed with joy and with pains.

One of the most beautiful part of my adult life has been the ability to see through so much of the bullshit. I must admit that at times I didn't have the energy to fight .... or I just didn't give a damn. The price I paid was steep but the lessons learnt were so profound. I am happily embracing this new me.

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Five months, yes five months... That's my break to be alone and away from relationships... I need to rediscover what makes me me...

I have not seen me truly seen me in the mirror. 

The Homemaker

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The thought came to me, As a woman of the 21st century whilst growing up I ran to "the hills" instead of face life in the kitchen. As naive as I was and filled with immaturity in my teenage years and early adulthood. I saw the kitchen as a place of burden, a place of shame that was beneath the modern woman. 

I detested anything that had to do with marriage and childbirth. Cleaning the house was a no no.... I felt then that I could not let myself be defeated by the old ways.

The modern woman I surmised worked outside the home, had a maid and ate at fancy restaurants and have takeouts constantly.. The modern woman never dirtied her hands in the house or in the soil. She was above that.

Ohhhhh! How wrong I was............

The modern woman incorporates it all. She finds the balance and is able to do it all in her own style and fashion without shame with her head held high... 

Today I am this modern woman with the values of old that I have so long despise. 

The modern woman!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woman's Strength

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Looking back over the past year 1 1/2 years I have seen my own revolution. I have seen my own progress, my missteps, my sliding, my falling, my sinking.. my everything...

Today I stand yet the ground is not firm under me. Yet I know I will find the strength from within. There maybe help alongside me, there maybe pillars and strong walls to bare me some.. It is only from withing that I will truly arise from ......